Sydney's Heart (Part 1)

Oh Sydney oh Sydney! I thought you are a strong man with the coldest heart in the world. You are smart and manly. Then how did you so lost your control when you see Lucie Manette. The first time you saw her, your soul was completely in love with her. Her eyes are so pretty, and you, Sydney Carton, still try to pretend that you dislike her. How silly you are, Sydney. Dear me, why did I try to say I dislike her. How silly I was. Your heart was warmed when you saw her gorgeous smile, your body almost couldn’t be controlled when she looked at you, and your lip can’t wait to say you love her and kiss her anymore. Then, why did your stubborn brain try to be cold. Yes, you are right, my stubborn brain. You should think that you are not, or at least you can’t be a good man for her life. You should learn that something in this real life is hard to be accepted. You should know your hands can not bring happy to her. Then, what exactly you are thinking? You love her but can not tell her you love her? You are so coward, Sydney Carton!